Fuck

I have come up from the depths
Water dripping from my fingers
Draining from my gills
Eyes adjusting to the dim light
After witnessing the infinite explosion
Of death and life

I have come up from the depths
And see this scene before me
My anchors dug up
Attacked
For the sake of petty concerns
The flutter of emotion
The grasping for power
The raising of voice
That drowns out the softest wisdom

As I rise
The anger stirs in my womb
Crackles lightning in my eyes
Teeth bared
Claws out

What is life and death
To one who walks the
In-between
Witnesses
Souls ride the tides
Of the Sea of Infinity

What is gain and loss
To one who lays down
Everything
Accepts the death
Of letting go
Accepts the breath
Of the great below
Every single day

What are petty concerns
When time destroys all
When Love heals all
When all is God’s

But these anchors
These tendrils of nourishment
Reaching out to me
As I travel beneath
These anchors are precious
These anchors are mine
This voice is mine
And I will fuck shit up
If it needs the fucking

Life and Death

I have held
Both life
And death
In my womb

My sons in two worlds
And me
Chasing each
In his own
Direction

My heart swells
With fire
And love
Gold
And blood

My soul
Dances
Curls
Snuggles down deep
In this lush ground

My soul braves the wild
Dark
Calling to me
Whispering freedom
Humming
Danger

My feet
Carry me
Dance with me
Touch solid ground
And slide along
The infinite web

My body
Always
Always here with me
Physical anchor
In what is
Keeping me connected
To those around me

And so I grow
To hold both worlds
To cherish life and death
The exquisite connection
And painfully beautiful
Loss

My womb has held
Both life and death
And God’s womb
Holds me

What needs the fucking

Give me the power
To set these cities on fire

Line up these rapists
These swindlers
And thieves

I will open their throats
With my hands bare
I will bathe my sacred blade
In their sickened blood

I will feed back into the Earth
All the Life they have turned
Into dollars
Numbers
Titles
And deeds.

I am Your Priestess

You are My Priestess

I am free from the markets.

You have always been free.

Give me the strength to
Burn it all down
And set us all free.

The Wolf

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I have stopped running
Chest heaving
Air panting through my lips

I have stopped running
And turned
To greet
The wolf

She comes to me
Sleek black fur
Golden eyes
Gold streak down her back
Beautiful
Majestic
Terrifying

My heart, quickened by the chase
Beats in my chest
Fast
But steady

I rest into my golden cloak
Hugging my shoulders
Covering my back

And I see her with these new eyes
She is calling to me
To run free with the spirits
Pup leading the way
Laughing, crashing through the forest
Moon dark in the sky
Chasing, catching that wild pup
Bowling him over
Both tumbling to the ground
Joy
Connection

She is calling me
Into the Wild

I was afraid
But not now

I have stopped running
Paused at the threshold
Prayed
For guidance
For protection
For Love
And God is here with me
She will never leave me
Solid
Unbroken

And as I stand still
Listen
Ask Jasper to lead
To show me where he roams
We open the door together
To the outside
Crisp air hits our lungs
Impenetrable darkness
And Jasper passes through
Becomes the pup
Calling me out
As I stand at the threshold
“Let’s play momma”
Echos in my ears
And I step out

As my foot falls
No sound follows
For it is now a paw
Furred, wide, black
As I step out
Stretch
These arms
These legs
These toes
I am the wolf
My golden cloak now fur
Streaking my back

I am the wolf
And it is time to chase
And play
And howl
With my son