The lust of the Destroyer
Inhabits my bones
And flavors my Sex
So She comes
prolifically
With the image
Of being used up
And wasted.
I want to be a body
And a function
Of Sexuality
That supersedes
Personality’s
Preference
For cleanliness
Over compulsion.
I want to give myself
To be taken
And beaten
And broken
Thrown out
Forgotten
Left dead
And Rotten
Blessed
Digested
And spread.
I despise the
Prudence
That would advise
Protection,
Discretion
Those Makers
And Keepers
Who scorn me
Dispersing
Dissolving
My essence
To chaos
And boundless
Undiffer-
Entiation
I despise those
Guards and
Protectors
Who bid me
To build high
My walls
And concretize
My boundaries
And lines.
I despise
Not because
I am Right
But because
I am Needed.
My gods
Bid me
Stay free and
Berth wide
those Wisdoms
Of Beings
Who maintain
Separation
And forestall
Devastation
And keep shit
Together.
Wisdom conserves
Wisdom disperses
Some belong to the One
I belong to the Other.
Noblewoman by birth,
I live to go under.